You want the ultimate form of pain. Normal CBT is not enough for you any longer. You have taken at full force kicks from me. Not just kick, kicks with my heels on and steel toe. I have crushed your balls under my stilettos. Not the ball of the heel but the heel of the heel. You laugh at this pain. I have dropped five and ten lb. weights from different heights. This was not enough for you.
You have asked for me to find the best pain that I can come up with. This is a challenge you have given me and I will most gladly accept this. I have found someone to help us today with a little Colobosis. Colobosis is the pleasure one gets from cock mutilation. It is the next step up from CBT that you have already reached the end of.